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  • The Narcissistic Wound

    The Price We Pay for Collusion – Narcissistic Wounding

    The normal course of life is like this: A wart grows on your nose and becomes so big that you finally can’t hide it from yourself or others. So you pretend to be someone else. And people, for one reason or another, quit mentioning the wart. Of course, you can’t mention their crossed-eyes, crooked teeth, ugly toes, and etc.

    We do not see the world for what it is, nor do we really see each other. (more…)

  • Gratitude & Abundance

    Everywhere & Everything

    Everywhere I look abundance and every moment gratitude. There is nowhere to go and nothing needed.

    gratitude abundanceOne way I see our situation is that creation or the universe is like a tree. Love is the flowers of the tree, and the human being is the final fruit of the tree, the final fruit of creation. The thick nectar of the ripe fruit is gratitude. Gratitude for how things are, gratitude for being vulnerable, gratitude that you can be completely influenceable. Gratitude for being human. – A. H. Almaas

    Appreciation floods my soul in recognizing the preciousness of the human experience.

    abundanceAs you may notice, the notion of oneness has quite an impact on your mind; it is a possibility that your mind doesn’t usually conceive of. The idea of it has an impact. Now, imagine what the experience is like. The more the person has an experience of oneness, the more the person will be walking around with a question mark: How can that be? What does that mean? You are eating your food, and you ask, “What am I eating? I am eating myself.” For your mind, it is completely incomprehensible. It takes time for the mind to get used to it, to adjust itself, to realize, “Yeah, I do not really have to think the way I usually think, I do not really have to go about my life the way I usually go about it. Things are not really like that.” The goodness and abundance is in every point and all of existence. It is not here or there. – A. H. Almaas

     

  • Disappearing Yard Sale

    God’s having a yard-sale

    With my life

     

    yard saleEverything’s been drug into the Wide-Open

    He’s turned the whole house inside out

    Even the walls are for sale

     

    We were going to ask pennies on the dollar

    But wanted better bargains

    We’re asking for laughter instead

     

    I put out all the images of my friends

    Some art collector took the lot

    Laughing – all the way to the bank

     

    I gathered all my stories and tales

    Hopes, woes and dreams

    And rushed them out to the curb

     

    Just in time to catch

    An impoverished playwright

    He was certain the joke was on us

     

    I ran out of personal items

    So I started bringing over

    Donations from friends

     

    Thinking I was pulling

    A fast one on Him

    I can’t contain the mirth

     

    What a rip-roaring snort

    When I discovered His face

    In all of the Buyers and Sellers

     

    What a riot!

    I can’t tell you

    Who is laughing loudest!

  • The Shocking Truth About Technology

    Our iTech Life is as Vulnerable as a Neonate

    technologyI remember when I stored  50 or 100 phone numbers between my ears. This was back in the day of the rotary phone. I should have realized that those 12 push buttons of technology from Ma Bell were going to lead me down the path of selective technological dementia – where I have to check a digital device for my name, rank and serial number.

    As human beings, we rarely dwell on just how fragile our existence is. We tend to think the sun will rise tomorrow and though Bernie Madoff is in jail, our financial security is no more secure now than it has been at any other time in history. It can all go in the flicker of an eye – everything gone, even more so than the tsunami in Japan.

    Likewise, we text, tweet and like as if all of our gadgets will be there for us – should the sun continue to rise.

    A strong solar storm in 1859 shorted telegraph wires, causing fires in North America and Europe. If such an electromagnetic storm occurred today, it would take four to ten years to recover electric power lines, according to a report of the National Academy of Science. Given the strong interdependence of every system, the effects could be devastating for the whole of society.  – The Digitally Divided Self

    I wonder how many of us would survive if we lost electricity for a decade.

    And on another note –

    God!

    You should hear

    Me complain!

     

    About this lack of sleep

    You’d never know

    I’ve just awakened

    From a fifty-year snooze

     

    Every time I try to relax

    A new tale from beyond

    Enters my head

    Going on and on

    Like a broken record

    Until I let it out

     

    Or, some soft kiss

    Steals into my heart

    Setting it on wing

    This canary’s very nature

    Is endless sweet song

     

    There’s no time to rest

    The grave is rushing toward us

    Like a runaway train

    Don’t be struck

    Deaf, dumb and dead

    Before your time

     

    Choose your death wisely

    Crack your heart-seed open

    Now

    Die in this moment

    Singing your birth-song

    And you

    Into existence

     

    Come join me

    In this delicious misery

    Lay your head upon

    Soft feathered pillows

    Awaken

    In His lap

     

    God

    Wants to hear

    You complain too!

  • Contemplation

    Contemplation

    contemplationGently, I lower into my self

    An elegant lady entering a bath

    The pool of being welcomes

    A tulip at day’s cool end

    The mirror reverses

    Awakened lucidity

    Boundaries fade

    Noon sun burning fog

    No longer seeking

    I am

  • Violence & Ennegram Personality Types

    WAKE UP!
    To The Subtle Violence of Personality

    wake up to violenceA friend (point 8) commented to me once about “the bad rap eights get”. This was in response to an article on the enneagram of personality types that had appeared in a major metropolitan newspaper. The article quoted one person’s viewpoint that “eights are awful to be married to!” As an eight myself, I could relate to both my friend’s concern and the person quoted in the article because I too was married to an eight and it was the worst 18 months of my life!!! Those eights are they too much or what?

    I have attended a number of enneagram functions and have many friends and acquaintances within enneagram circles. Invariably, I hear comments about how eights are the worst. In studying the enneagram, I learned that no particular fixation is better or worse than any other. Why then do we continue to hear comments like this? (more…)

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